listening to // the last night of the world :: lea salonga & robert something (i can't remember)
feeling // fatigued
 
i'm lazy to type all the capital letters already. it's torture on my poor fingers. anyway, the silly little girl and the funny old tree play was successful!!! *prances around* but i've only got pictures on the second day because some irritating git decided to touch my camera and delete all my photos. i went crazy in front of G and he couldn't do anything but wait for me to finish my spasms. and i only found out half an hour before curtain opens. wait till i find out who is it. i'll chop his/her fingers off and make satay with it. i KEEL YOO! - quoting G. rawr. overall the play was DAMN FUN. mass chiong-ed all the program brochures, fixed the tree, spruced up the blackbox. . . weets* it's been the best so far. 
 
comments for the first night was great. renee was proud of us. =) and G and mr pang bought us roses! *beams* i love roses. <3 renee was speechless. G was proud of the technical crew, so it's a good thing. but the down thing about the first night was elim hugged me. OMG. ugh. first you diss me in the afternoon about being in council, and 5 hours later you say you're proud i'm in council. whaaaat's that man? o_O second night, it was really nerve-wrecking because G was assessing us for our certification and all that. eeks. =\ so i nearly peed in my pants. i had to try really hard to stop my voice from warbling when i was singing. but it turned out alright. *phew* there were little hiccups here and there. yarong screwed her lines, diana wore shoes, i forgot to bow. I FORGOT TO BOW! (-_-) but G didn't really bother about that because he was real happy he teared! awww. so we didn't get a huge scolding. i was so worried we'll get blasted left, right, up, down and centre. hope G coaches our school instead of CHIJTP. :p shoo, CHIJTP!! hurhur. anyway, G gave his speech. . . and we gave him tiger beer. lolol. gave renee a moochi dolphin, some bergamot thing to mr pang and flowers to ms hia. before i left i asked G for his two cents worth on a leaf for memory's sake. and he wrote "when you are ready, call me for auditions." GROOVY!! G's a producer at mediacorp by the way. and he's the producer of singapore idol! funkaay.
 
the netballers and chu came for performance on second night. =) really glad they came. at least i had someone i know in the crowd. went out with them to starbucks to chill. finally there's a chance for me to catch up with them before the whole race towards the O levels begin. lamed around. and i swear angela's laughter is the ugliest EVER! and we all agreed jocelyn sleeps in the most un-glam way. lol. went back with chu and serena. . wanted to go watch king arthur but there was no show. darn, but it's alright! yeah, that's about it. pictures are up already by the way.
 
"this is my space. this is my place. today, i have a job to do. and i will give it my all!" - G

10:17 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004

listening to // accidentally in love :: counting crows
feeling // zombie-fied.

Barely had a good rest last night. Was too worried about today. My coursework, ting xie, and what nots. But at least I managed to finish my homework! Bwahaha. So today, not as much bad luck anymore. . . Mrs Chan didn't ask for coursework, I miraculously knew all the words tested for ting xie!! Lucky me. :) Didn't get into much trouble with the teachers too.

Had cHu gathering after school today! Met up with Gloria, Ben and Shaun. Lamed the whole way out of school telling cold jokes. It was sooooo Corrrrnnnaaaaeeee with a capital C man. I like the panda one. :p Headed to PS to spiderman. The show's pretty cool. Had a lot of nice phrases here and there which was quite meaningful and all that. Yeah, played with leftover popcorn after the movie. =/ Went to Spotlight to buy string for the SLGFOT brochures. Gad. $78 for 80 metres of some string thinger. But they only had. . 18 metres and it's about $14. Felt quite good when I said "I'll take everything." Lolol, cheap thrill sherlyn. Flew down to Popular to buy tracing paper. 160 pieces! and cost $27. So now I'm broke. I hope Mr Pang returns me my money soon. If not I'll have to starve. Hurhur - not very funny. (-_-)

Oh, I met Myung on the way home. That pig. Earning a five figure salary at 19. Working for this American company. So, Myung has been to SF, Korea and China for business deals. If he clinches this one in Korea, he'll get a bonus of 120k. So he can stop harassing me for the Harry Potter book - go buy your own copy! *nyeh* You can well afford at least a hundred copies without any difficulty. Quite surprised to see him do so well. But I'm proud of him. Yeah. . . About it. Time to go sleep. Goodnight world. Another long day tomorrow. Sigh, it'll all be over soon. Hang in there sherlyn.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

11:37 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2004

listening to // je t'attends :: axelle red
feeling // p0oped.

Assumption is the mother of all fcuk ups.

I'm starting to get the shivers for this friday's performance. Hope all goes well. Cor, yeah. . Change alright~

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

11:08 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2004

listening to // everytime :: britney spears
feeling // singled out

Things seem to be a little different between us now. I miss the times when we would call each other up and talk for hours on end. Is it because we're in different levels now? And the both of you are in the same class - therefore more bonding time, resulting in a closer friendship than compared to the one I have with you guys? *shrugs* I don't know. You two are usually talking about something that's usually alien to me. You guys hang out more often. I still remember about Hello Broadway. . . And Saturday Night Fever. I couldn't go with you guys because Letitia didn't like me? To miss a great show just because of her. Like wtf la. Like I'm some wanted serial killer/rapist like that French guy who kill and rape young girls and has to be kept 10 million kilometres away from her. Do you think I give a facking damn whether she likes me or not? NO. We've got our different social groups now. We seldom have common topics to talk about anymore. . . Everything's different. I used to have endless MSN conversations with you guys. And now? We don't even talk at all. Even if we do, it's less than 10 sentences. Don't even talk about phone calls. There's like this invisible barrier in between us. I find myself not confiding in you guys now. It's like talking to a rock because either you don't reply or don't speak human language. And sometimes we hardly understand each other we know we're trying to converse with each other in English. Sigh. . . Is it gonna carry on this way?

On the lighter note, thank the heavens for people like Xun, Chu, Mich, Fred. Thanks for keeping me sane guys. Sorry you have to put up with all my rants, whines, raves, laming *looks at Xun*, PMS-ing and what nots. Muchly appreciated guys! :)

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

10:27 PM
Saturday, July 10, 2004

listening to // little lamb :: performer unknown
feeling // tons lame.

Right, mary had a leetle lamb. and it's fleece was as white as snow.

[verse 1] Mary had a leetle lamb, leetle lamb, leetle lamb.
Mary had a leetle lamb, it's fleece was white as snow. (woo!)

[verse 2] Everywhere that mary went, mary went, mary went.
Everywhere that mary went, the lamb was sure to go. (hoho!)

Mary had a leetle lamb, leetle lamb, leetle lamb.
Everywhere that mary went the sheep was sure to go. (woo!)

Repeat [verse 1] (yeahoo!)
Repeat [verse 2] (come on, last one!)
Repeat [verse 2] (yeah!!)

I'm finally listening to something else! Lolol. Don't ask me where this came from. *looks at Xun* But still, Je t'attends is the song after this. Yeah, anyway. Today has been an unproductive day. Pah. . . Finished tuition homework but supposed to do poster for Combined Humanities but don't feel like. I hate that feeling. Went down to uncle's place. Massive traffic jam there. I took one hour to travel the distance between 2 bus stops. Why? Because, the fire station nearby was on fire. (-_- )* Yup! You read it right. Your eyes are perfectly fine. The whole roof was burnt through when I passed by it again on my way home. Then yeah, that's about it. Back to my Je t'attends marathon sessions. :D

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

12:21 AM

listening to // je t'attends :: axelle red
feeling // tired

Another late night run today. Didn't go as well as expected. . . G sat on a pen during our mock technical run. At first he was like real pissed. Then 10 seconds later he made quite a joke out of it. Need to project more cos Ms Thio couldn't hear us with the rain and all. The tree's growing got quite screwed so gotta work on that. And on the lighter note, comic relief. "Good night sir, may I have your ticket?" LOLOL!! :p Tons funny. Trust G to come up with some witty comment and his lame expressions.

Yesterday's explanation is quoted from Xun. And he should get all the well deserved credit for explaining something in less than 10 minutes while 24 hours was not even enough for me. =\

y = mx + c -> yu = mr xun + chooong.
LOLOL!! And it doesn't help if you're doing graphs now. Xun don't worry. I'll plot my graph instead of your face, you lao tou zi. Hahas. x)

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

10:33 PM
Thursday, July 08, 2004

listneing to // je t'attends :: axelle red
feeling // cold.

Yes, it's that song again - sue me. In case you're wondering, I don't get sick of it. :D I'm in my favourite sweater, wrapped popiah-style in my comforter but I'm still shivering slightly. What's the meaning of this man. Today, Joyce cried during drama today because of a "confrontation". I didn't expect it to turn out this way. Crikey. Hope everything will be fine tomorrow. *crosses fingers*

A foolish word, bygone.
How so then, gone?
Gone to sheer Nothing, past will null made one!
What matters creative endless toil,
When at a snatch, oblivion ends the coil?
"It is bygone" - How shall this riddle run?
As good as if things had never begun.
Yet circle back, existence to possess:
I'd rather have eternal emptiness.

)( (_) (\) 55 03 13 says:
bygone is a foolish word cos in the end everything is gone like nothing has gone past
)( (_) (\) 55 03 13 says:
so wad if u do creative endless toil and slog all the time when at the end everything is ended
)( (_) (\) 55 03 13 says:
"it is bygone" is nonsense because its like nothing ever happened
)( (_) (\) 55 03 13 says:
so might as well have eternal emptiness

Correctamundo! Thanks Xun. :) Now my mind can be at rest. Thinking makes me tired, time to hit the sacks. Looooong day tomorrow. Ughhh. At least there's G around. Hope can go for another joyride in his Land Rover. I'm falling in love with it.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

10:44 PM
Wednesday, July 07, 2004

listening to // baby it's cold outside :: neptune's daughter
feeling // lame & sick.

I hate having a stuffed nose! Ugh, this sucks. Today, generally went quite well. Nothing much happened during school hours except that I did really well for my History test! *does victory dance* My mushroom soup made from scratch came out really well too. Whee! Three cheers to my Roux sauce. :)

Almost half the class didn't do our 10 newspaper articles. But I dare say, 10 newspaper articles are bloody murder! So Mich, Xiufeng and I went to learn@fairfield - this place which is a "condusive learning environment" to finish our 10 articles. And I was laming around with Michelle. If only I had my camera with me. The expression on Mich's face was priceless. It's really amusing to see her laugh as silently as she possible could. The lame jokes own! Well, credits to Xun for the dinner cold jokes. Thanks man! And of course the ultimate, the finger excersise! Muahaha. We all know who the little boy I drew on my finger is, do we? x) Hohohoho.

Memory is really failing me. Like what Tang says, I ought to eat more ginko nuts. Maybe I really should. Hmmm. . .

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

4:03 PM
Sunday, July 04, 2004

listening to // je t'attends :: axelle red
feeling // happy!

I love my tuition teacher! Waiyee said she'll ask her brother who's working in Paris to try and get Axelle Red's album for me!! :D Been a long time since I took one of those quiz thingums. So. . .

What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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Time heals all wounds. . . Hmmm, I think it doesn't. Time just teaches you how to cope. Xun ar. . . Your connection hor. . . I got nothing to say. =| Happy fixing it kid.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

10:35 PM
Saturday, July 03, 2004

listening to // je t'attends :: axelle red
feeling // alone & disappointed

No one's online. It's really quiet too. I really need someone to talk to now. Serena went to shower and never came back. Mich had stuff to do. So. . . it' just me, myself and I.

Tomorrow's the last night of Hello Broadway!. Lotsa things I wanna write about but I don't think i can. Well, guess I'll be missing out on yet another musical thinger that I really wanna go for. Let me list all the shows I have missed.

> Miss Saigon
> Cinderel-lah!
> The Wedding Banquet
> Saturday Night Fever
> some Wanton thingy starring Selena Tan
> Hello Broadway!

Wonder what's next. *shrugs* We shall see. Ah, goodie. Serena's back and Xun's on. And Je t'attends to accompany me through my cold lonely night. Haha, whateverr. And yesterday's late night full run rocks. G's Land Rover is cool. I wanna go for another joyride. I hope he speeds. :) And Xun's off. Serena's not replying. Gah.

THIS IS ME.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo